"Prepared To Do Anything"

When you listen to “Prepared To Do Anything” And your mind just traces back to everything that John and Sherlock have been through, and how their friendship just started out as this little tiny thing, and then he saves Sherlock’s life, not once but almost twice (with Moriarty) and then you think of all the laughs they’ve had and how important that their friendship was and how John can’t survive without him and how he didn’t know he couldn’t live without him before he even met him, and now he’s sitting somewhere in his flat, thinking that Sherlock is genuinely dead, when truly he’s out there, thinking about John, wanting to tell him the truth, but he can’t because he has to protect him, because he cares about John. Because he loves him.